TROUBLEsss...

HUH.....

too bad! bad......

in my memory..back forward~
i have a kind Ah Po.. a caring Ah Gong..

In 2005, I just a 11 years old little child...
my Ah Po.. unluckily pass away~
She really a kind grandma.....
she take care me when i`m a baby....

In 2010, today.....my Ah Gong pass away ad.....
unfortunately ...we can`t gather for celebrating Moon Cake Festival.........

huh..... Life ....one day we will know~ ~
all those things ...we can't guess earlier....
just can accept the fact!!!!!!

Today....MOON CAKE FESTIVAL....

too sad too bad in this condition....

BYE...AH GONG~

放假心情5 TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE...

LOVE........
YOU.......

You are in my heart...my mind...
....
I won't regret also!
want to be with you!!
I promise I will be a good girlfriend!
won't let you disappointed!

This is promise...
is true!
believe me! i will........

放假心情４ Surprising...

am i good??

why he choose ...?

maybe like he said....
love is hard to explain~....

i am not going to find the reason anymore...
i could believe...
no matter at all..and also not important..
important...is .. love each other...

maybe many trouble...but....
i don't care..
i know he will support and help me~!

 EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU...

I don’t know, but I believe



That some things are meant to be


And that you’ll make a better me

Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true



But you showed me that they do


You know that I learn somethng new

Everyday I love you

Cos I believe that destiny



Is out of our control


And you’ll never live until you love



With all your heart and soul.


It’s a touch when I feel bad


It’s a smile when I get mad


All the little things I am

Everyday I love you


Everyday I love you boy


Everyday I love you

Together we’re the very best

I know that I am truly blessed

Everyday I love you

And I’ll give you my best

Everyday I love you

I  LOVE YOU ^ ^

放假心情 4 i can`t do nothing ..//

what i do ..what i guest...
whaterver!!
are wrong!!!
not real~!!!...
only....only...tipu myself~

why??
want gather together is it difficult??
need to hate or angry each other!
why cannot friendly a bit.. forget somethings unhappy!

i not going to scold someone..
i only want we can gather together happily!!
do u know..
i really really hope we can gather happily......

but y make me disappointed!!!
tell me....

我一相情愿 lo..
ok....

can dun hate each other！！！！！！
tell me y to hate someone!!

maybe dislike...y..???


i though..human life is friendly..can live with each other
like a family...y???
why cannot?/
hate or dislike 4 what!

i feel like hopeless u know!
and feel sorry about that...

i dun know i decided that will make u in trouble and delay ur job..
sorry about that..
but is than important than gathering?

i feel helpless and lonely...
when i know.. if i asking u to go..
u will go too,..but i scare u are reluctAntly to go!
but if not...we will fail to gathering!

i know i were wrong...
hope nvr disturb u at all!

leave me alone!!!!

放假心情3 相反的我

有自己不做~ 却要做相反的我~！

之前的我~

是个不爱看书的干物妹妹.....
看书..我只在学校..只读些关于到学业上的参考书..
说真的...我真的从没完全看过小说！

无论是浪漫的...爱情小说..
我都会觉得浪费时间..浪费精神...
我会说..:  “ 里面的主角..不会动！幻想的~ 看戏..看林峰好过啦！
                    小说 ....有什么好看的！”

认识我的人都懂~ 我对书一点好感都没有！
书..有...寓言故事~ 我觉得有道理~ 不就看咯！
可是！ 一本不厚的书~ 我到现在都没看完~
三年！ 只看到一半！ 我也觉得我自己很没用！~ ~

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我现在却不知道..... 我在做么了！

昨天~ 我去了popular~
平时..我只会在spm的部门..买书~一点都难不到我！
就是昨天！ ....
难忘！...
我从来没试过~ 选本书会用了整粒钟！！还难以下手买一本书！
.....
小说~ ~我真的一窍不通！！...
.....
真是考起我咯~ ~
当时真是真是想过....不如放弃！！
......

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当然！！~ 我没有...
我对我自己说~ “ 不可以~放弃...没那么容易！！一定会找到~
                                我一定做到！”

最后...我选了一本...小说~。。

看不看得完？？

不懂......我会半途而废？？
..........................

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
有种力量令我选到这本书...希望那种力量也能使我改变！
改变我...半途而废..让我..看完这本书！~

真希望~ 这股力量...能永远陪伴..着我...我知道...

This is my dream..and all of my dream...won't come true...
This is it!!~

相反的我...真的很累的~ 
不懂...那推动我的力量...一时才存在...一时消失...
我很怕....
那根本不属于我的力量咯！！！！！！！！！！！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
现在.........这样算不算自己骗自己啊~
fool again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fool again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

突然觉得自己.....很笨....Stupid KELLY！！！

放假心情 2 Lonely Holiday

Every years, i 'm not enjoy my holiday~
Holiday ....i feel lonely in holiday..
alone at house....
sitting in firont of television...watching TVB drama...that's relaxe actually..
but....
do all those things also in alone~

~That's my lonely holiday~

now think back~
every holiday season i also not so happy...
too bad~

....I juz think....
i have once holiday i'm enjoy and happy...
but that's juz like a dream~

why???

I have been feel fall in love with someone...
who is just recognize less than 1 month...
we meet in facebook...
and actually he is a senior in my school..
but we nvr meet before , although we are in the same school~
...what about now...
huh..= ='''
hard to say about him... but we are friend..
that feel is valueable...and...that is my once ..happy holiday..
memoriable too..

However, that is past...but ..i think that is the only happy holiday...
...
that is only memory..= ='''
...


What will happen coming on the holiday???
are there any surprise??
are that interesting??
so bored....

only watching ..fill my holiday life~
TVB is apart of my life...
only doing that...i won't feel heart pain...

I want surprise~!!
S U R P R I S E.....

uncle clown....magic...
make me happy.....

HAPPY is hard to get lollxx...T-T

放假心情 1 no target~

呼呼~
放假. ....'
终于有时间休息~ ~
今天一睡醒~
洗了脸............
...
怎知道...没有东西做~
心空....没方向~ ~

之前可能考试...累了..没有这些空再想....
可是现在....很空闲叻....
怎么.............

怎么真的不想他了呢？？？
奇怪？
这都变吗？？？

可能吧~

以前
我听着歌突然想起他...内心都不好受...
看戏我会有一种感觉~ 把剧情投入~
就是觉得~ 我跟他的关系想剧情那样..

会一直想他....
为他....为了他~
其实我没后悔过喜欢他~ 暗恋他~
不告诉他~

**为什么.......为什么会将痴情hor。。。
我一直都觉得他了解我~
他会明白我~
认识他...
到现在~他算是我第一个...
认识了最久~
最信任~
最喜欢~= =‘’‘
曾为他哭过...
的男生~


我真的真的不适合他吗？？？

每次我知道他...心里是不会有我~
每次告诉我自己~ 我们不可能的~
不会有happy ending~

我的心酸酸的~ 眼里不知不觉~辣辣的~
都会不开心~ ~

我懂啊~我们不可能！！也不会有怎样的结局~
这就把他锁在我心里~
但我还会想....“有一天...我们会有可能。。。”

很傻...很笨....
为什么我将不理智！！

现在~
我会理性的处理这件事吗？
我还这么喜欢他？？？？
我还能痴情的爱他？？

这个放假~真的没方向~~ 不懂要做什么~
无奈~
也对的~
放手~ 还有树~**
haha~
够了~ ~

突然没目标~ 好事？？？
呵呵......

我要努力...学习...我还需要增进...我的语文~~
希望...我会成功~!!