放假心情 2 Lonely Holiday

Every years, i 'm not enjoy my holiday~
Holiday ....i feel lonely in holiday..
alone at house....
sitting in firont of television...watching TVB drama...that's relaxe actually..
but....
do all those things also in alone~

~That's my lonely holiday~

now think back~
every holiday season i also not so happy...
too bad~

....I juz think....
i have once holiday i'm enjoy and happy...
but that's juz like a dream~

why???

I have been feel fall in love with someone...
who is just recognize less than 1 month...
we meet in facebook...
and actually he is a senior in my school..
but we nvr meet before , although we are in the same school~
...what about now...
huh..= ='''
hard to say about him... but we are friend..
that feel is valueable...and...that is my once ..happy holiday..
memoriable too..

However, that is past...but ..i think that is the only happy holiday...
...
that is only memory..= ='''
...


What will happen coming on the holiday???
are there any surprise??
are that interesting??
so bored....

only watching ..fill my holiday life~
TVB is apart of my life...
only doing that...i won't feel heart pain...

I want surprise~!!
S U R P R I S E.....

uncle clown....magic...
make me happy.....

HAPPY is hard to get lollxx...T-T