The 100 Days//

Last 4 days, actually i'm in 2 mind....
On Monday,the terrible cat made me feel dreadful...
it happens at a sudden...
can't control myself...
the stupid cat make my mood gone!
the feeling is like it encroached on me...
the fearful is in my heart...
but that time...i feel...i really feel alone~!

I remember the time when he accompany me...
be with he i no need to scare the cat will come near to me..
 he give me a "safe feeling"...

although ad past..
although all is changed...
I still count the days on.....
.........
actually i hope ..
hope the 100 of the day wont come.....
it means, i can put it down ..
no need to wait 100 days onward....

Today is the 100 days......
how??????
i count alone till 100 days.....
foolish right???
aizzzzz.....

i count and count.....
for what ????
i also dun know....

ON Thursday 10/3/2011...
my school had transmit some english songs..
coz of the English Day...
the song that is my favourate also be transmited...
< RIGHT HERE WAITING >
this song...only when i wait a person
i will do all the silly foolish things........


But ...now....
it comes to the 100 days....
i feel lonely and hopeless....

Juz now...
my sis and my best frenz....
go to K room singK...
some love song recall back my memory..
<  MINE > , < 2 is better than 1>,
< WHATAYA YOU WANT FROM ME >
all these english songs............
becoz of him ...last year i love to listen english songs...

this songs give me a great courage and
confident to love him...........

juz now i watch back the MV....
IS TOUCHing.

I trust what i believe in love be4 is the truth....
only that cant maintain is a obstacle of love.....
give up of the relation...i feel regret......
but no choice....
the next i cant predict but important is
to settle all the problems.......


the only ways is....
i will stop count...stop at the 100 day....
i will care...but the caring is juz a normal frenz care....

i'm consciously understand....
understand what is the things that i should do....
i should do my best..
become normal enough.....


A 100 Days....
the  heart  100 % bleed........
tears fall around...that is fine d....

I tell myslef the 100 day is the last!
no more but is juz a memory fairy-tale~ ~

3..2..1...tell myself to b ok!!!