if it is need to forget...why i cant make it??

Juz now while i manage my file..
i want to clear the recycle bin..
when i saw.......
those memorable photo...
what i did??
i press delete...
but i never press enter...
i juz delate other documents...
and....
those memorable photo........
still keep in my laptop...

many things i ignore to delate...

i cant...

Message in my phone...
Photo in my laptop..
Memory in my mind...
He in front of my eyes...

These all are a part of me before....

memory...
every second before
every moment before
every day before
every words before

All is before..all is past....
i always tell myself is past
dont look back...

I care...i mind...
i cant delate!!!!
but i cant love.....
i can wait a person for a long time..
i will...if i still believe....

i dont know...
dont know now i am in what condition...
dont know how to pretend....

i dont want disturb him also....
that is not easy to put down...
no unless...

WHEN YOU LOVE,
YOU WILL KNOW;
MANY HAPPINESS YOU HAVE,
MORE HURT YOU WILL GET.

yes...that's true...
love before...
is a fairy tale......
quite nice..quite sweet....

the wound recover slowly...
while the cell is slowly in mitosis..
the hurt wont disapear but it will be cover only...

BY LEARNING PRETEND
THE HURT IS ONLY COVER..
PAIN WILL SLOWLY GONE...
HURT IS STILL THERE....

LEAD ME TO A PEACE......
I SCARE TO LOVE...